Speculating the recipient gets that eye opening feeing of realization and jolt that you get when a truth hits you and every fibre of your body agrees.
As for employment I am pretty much at a loss of what would really interest me. If I had to make a wish, I'd have to say that I'd get paid for all my work on the Ning networks, but that relies on donations !!
I happen to agree with your words "Why even bother it's just about money and I'll just get into it and then get bored."
As of yet I haven't persuaded my wife to write to you as she is feeling bad these past few weeks. In time she will.

Bear with me a bit more please!

Speculating the recipient gets that eye opening feeing of realization and jolt that you get when a truth hits you and every fibre of your body agrees.

Again, albeit, that I suspect I get what you mean, I have a tough task for you. Describe all of above, again speculating, in one word only. Once you get it, you'll have a similar experience to what 'your above recipients experiences'. DO NOT take lightly that I'm asking you to describe all of above in one word. Be patient. Don't rush. Don't think. Describe that feeling in one word.

As for employment I am pretty much at a loss of what would really interest me.

See this not as employment. See this as you doing your own thing. See this as liking what you do moment for moment! Another tough question. Do you want to only make what you have to offer available to Ning? Consider my question carefully.

I happen to agree with your words "Why even bother it's just about money and I'll just get into it and then get bored."

We're running with another initiative addressing exactly this, but we're not ready to launch yet. See: DreamSponsoring, you might want to join there in the meantime.

As of yet I haven't persuaded my wife to write to you as she is feeling bad these past few weeks. In time she will.

Thank you: appreciated.

The one word I would choose would be "awakening"

Sorry Emmanuel, I don't understand this question.."Do you want to only make what you have to offer available to Ning?"........what do I make ?

The word I would chose prior to awakening would be "realization".
The information other than Ning........can't see where else I could use it other than as part of a lecture or speech and I will not be doing that !
Interesting you talk about self nurturing as I have given a lot of time on Ning for the nurturing of others and not really on myself. I will consider this statement more as it does resonate with me.
I have always been hard on myself and compliments are never really accepted by me. Don't know why..just the way I am at the moment.
Indeed I do need to spend more time on myself though the process of meditation is still a total mystery to me as nothing happens ! No voices, no images and I just feel I am there with my eyes closed. Maybe the odd colour flash occurs but that is about it. I have for years tried to find a method of meditation and introspection that works for me, but it hasn't happened yet.

First off:
Albeit that I might not always reply immediately, I'll reply for sure.
I like to reply within 48 hour. And sometimes I might take a little longer.

The word I would chose prior to awakening would be "realization".

As with "awakening", I feel "realization" is also a word after the event.
See Reliving the Moment to Uncover Its Importance for assistance.
Still speculating: Something happens in people when you're assisting to raise their consciousness. As a result they experience a realization or an awakening. I'd like you to feel what possibly would happen in the moment that 'assists' them (raise their consciousness). With one word how would you describe what they feel. Do NOT think. Feel. Bear with me: these are not word games. They speak to the essence of why you do what you do.

The information other than Ning........can't see where else I could use it other than as part of a lecture or speech and I will not be doing that !

Go beyond what you know. Assuming there was, or that in a daydream you might conjure up other places or mechanisms, would you want to use those as well. Or putting it another way, in your wildest dreams, would you want to restrict your audience to Ning?

Interesting you talk about self nurturing as I have given a lot of time on Ning for the nurturing of others and not really on myself.

I have always been hard on myself and compliments are never really accepted by me.

Don't know why..just the way I am at the moment.

As we progress, I'll get back to these: I suspect it'll become clearer to you why this is so.

I will consider this statement more as it does resonate with me.

Thegreenman, based on you resonating with what I said, I'd like to take our journey together further. Would you like us to explore, uncovering your optimal life? The life where you'd not get bored, ever. Where you'd be on a life-long exploration journey. Where you'd know why you do whatever you do.

Indeed I do need to spend more time on myself though the process of meditation is still a total mystery to me as nothing happens ! No voices, no images and I just feel I am there with my eyes closed. Maybe the odd colour flash occurs but that is about it. I have for years tried to find a method of meditation and introspection that works for me, but it hasn't happened yet.

By taking up the journey I propose above, you'll likely enable opening up to yourself, and 'hear your inner self' and maybe even easily.

Then the word I would use would be "rush" as in adrenaline rush but here a spiritual rush.
I would love to get the message much further out there than just Ning but cannot see how I could achieve it. I go on the principal that I help towards achieving the "100 monkey" and a change in human consciousness.
i would love to take up the journey to find my optimal life as I really would like to hear my inner self.